15april2010.. officially lose it.. today i lose a very very precious n important thing in my life..it's gone.. dunno how to express my feel..nobody understand it.. my life is upside down.. this is not the life tat i want.. i really dun like this..
it's hurt..
it's pain..
it's unbearable..
but it's unavoidable..
i swear to myself.. i will get a new one myself in 10 years time..