贪心

我觉得是我太贪心了吧。。 原来不是每样东西都是可以同时拥有的。
it's always hard to get the balance situation.. it's the hardest thing for me right now.. i cant even balance my own life. feel so helpless and speechless.. sometimes explaining will make the thing goes worse. but if i didnt explain i will feel unfair and seem like giving up before i try. i want to try to get the understanding of u. im care about you. only then i will explain. if im not care about u then i wont give a damn to explain this and that to you.